One road mistake

woohoooo i luv uuuuuuuuuu

It’s Tina’s birthday today :) Happy Birthday habibti ! Make a wish :)

Sorry i couldn’t text you thru mobile but i hope u see this !

xoxo

I’ve been wondering why you took chances to stare at me when we sit opposite each other. Why I caught you blinking your eye at me when I look back at you and asked why you’re staring and why you believed me so much when I told you a lie.

The other time when we sat next to each other, we were so close I could feel your breath brushing against my cheeks. You didn’t know that I was staring at you when half your face was covered.You deliberately hold my hand when I gave you the ipod back. But the best thing was that I felt your warmth which give me this fuzzy feeling I couldn’t supress. I had the urge to move away but I know I couldn’t because I’m certain that’s the only day I could be with you.

Why is there infatuation towards you ? I could not stop myself for searching for you, smiling at you or simply acknowledging your presence. It is strange, really strange to the point where I can’t fathom my feelings towards you.

But in the end, I just realised that I like you, but I don’t like you enough to love.

You’re too perfect for me. I feel sorry for lying to you all this while… What should I do.

B : ” i’ll telll u some thing,more than one of my friends said ” the best moment wiz wifes! when u get back from the work and she give u a big cuddle!” and i always say NO! of course not! the best moment to get back from work and give her a big cuddle and told her am very sorry to be all the day out working! lol of course they laughed alot about that! “

I bet you will be a good husband :D aaaahhh this makes me happyyyyyy ~

Something I can’t escape from is my love for you that haunts every imperfection that you’ve got. You’re perfection for my satisfaction. The very reason why I look forward to each day. Please dont go.

At times, I wonder if I’ve made the right choices in life.

Shit. No one knows this, but I have this guilt that’s hanging around me for so long. Only god knows the big mistake that I’ve done. It’s been a loooong time, probably as long as I could remember. This problem is growing and I feel trapped. Can’t get out.. I can’t reverse time.. Things have happen and I can’t change anything but just live with the guilt.

God, please forgive me.

It feels nicer if someone gives you a compliment, it makes you feel closer to yourself and knowing yourself that you are still all that in their eyes even if you don’t see it yourself.

i totally defeat the purpose of a tumblr. clearly i dont do reblogs because i can’t be bothered !