February 2010
1 post
woohoooo i luv uuuuuuuuuu
January 2010
20 posts
I’ve been wondering why you took chances to stare at me when we sit opposite each other. Why I caught you blinking your eye at me when I look back at you and asked why you’re staring and why you believed me so much when I told you a lie.
The other time when we sat next to each other, we were so close I could feel your breath brushing against my cheeks. You didn’t know that I was...
You’re too perfect for me. I feel sorry for lying to you all this while… What should I do.
B : ” i’ll telll u some thing,more than one of my friends said ” the best moment wiz wifes! when u get back from the work and she give u a big cuddle!” and i always say NO! of course not! the best moment to get back from work and give her a big cuddle and told her am very sorry to be all the day out working! lol of course they laughed alot about that! “
I bet you will be a good...
Something I can’t escape from is my love for you that haunts every imperfection that you’ve got. You’re perfection for my satisfaction. The very reason why I look forward to each day. Please dont go.
At times, I wonder if I’ve made the right choices in life.
Shit. No one knows this, but I have this guilt that’s hanging around me for so long. Only god knows the big mistake that I’ve done. It’s been a loooong time, probably as long as I could remember. This problem is growing and I feel trapped. Can’t get out.. I can’t reverse time.. Things have happen and I can’t change anything but just live with the guilt.
God,...
It feels nicer if someone gives you a compliment, it makes you feel closer to yourself and knowing yourself that you are still all that in their eyes even if you don’t see it yourself.
i totally defeat the purpose of a tumblr. clearly i dont do reblogs because i can’t be bothered !
You’re unique and different. So cute in your own way (: love u b
So, the purpose of me blogging now is because I feel sucky.
suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck.
i hate everything and how my life goes.
Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
I feel like killing this certain stubborn piece of crap meat.
Don’t change the way you are, you’re the best i ever have.
لو ليله شافوا دمع عيني لو ليله حسوا زي ناري كانوا عرفووا ايه الي في قلبي من حيره وشوق ومرار ولا كانوا ف يوم عليّه لاموا انا كنت حسيبك يا حبيبي واختار النار ولاقالوا اي كلام قلبي اختار في الحب الامي عمره ماحب وعمره في يوم ما احتار سابني لوحدي فقربه اعاني انا بين جنه ونار بين جنه ونار
if only i could tell u this directly when i coincidentally bumped into you that day… i would…...
Nothing feels right… each time, each day, i just feel in a daze. Even when i go out I’m just dreaming and never take notice of anything or anyone anymore. It’ll be just a blank mind. Am really sorry if I dont happen to see you or realise that you are acknowlegding me outside.. really do..
It just feels so right crying to myself everyday and hating every single thing. But i know,...
December 2009
3 posts
what am i gonna do with my life?…
It’s not easy for me to face rejection, i just realised that.
Brrrrrr. School’s starting soon and i’m going to hit the books tomorrow hopefully. ok not hopefully, but I HAVE TO! Given the second chance, i have to work really hard.. Not going to procastinate anymore or whatever shit i’ve done this year. I really hate this year for...
Life sucks. I hate myself about everything…… I feel like drowning myself.
November 2009
2 posts
Life’s been mundane and there’s nothing exciting to talk about. whatelse,it’s my life and i’m begining to hate it all over again. I Don’t have a feeling of excitement anymore about anything because things are pretty much like a routine. I hate my life so much now but i just don’t know why. I feel lost ?! There’s just emptiness inside me and I dont...
October 2009
28 posts
SHALALALA ~ SHALALA IN THE MORRRRRNING !! OH OH OH OH
SHALALALA ~ SHALALA IN THE EEEEEEVEEEENING..
I don’t have a clue why i’m feeling in a rather hopeless romantic mood. Where love becomes so significant to my life (not that it has never been)… Pardon me for my love posts these days…
love love
Have you been in love???..
Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you, to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away.
Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films that you create in your head and keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours,...
perfect guy?
No, i don’t need someone perfect. I don’t need a boy who is good looking. I don’t need a boy who have alot of money or maybe someone who is popular. All those are meaningless.
I need a boy who is weird. Yes. Someone that deviates from the rest. The outlier. Someone who doesn’t follow. Someone who loves me even if I am ugly, in a bad mood or just simply...
My tears are meaningless and it’s all wasted.why can’t I be strong? why can’t fathom what other people see me as? I tried so hard to overcome this but it’s just not happening. Damn I have issues.
“Friends are never sincere. They usually expect something in return.”
liyana says:
i have no one to make me happy
nah i just feel down.. like there’s something not right
Obada says:
i swear if i’m wiz u, i’ll not let sadness come to u.
wow. things are really getting shittier.
I just realised something about myself…actually my dear friend found out about it..that.. I don’t trust girls anymore. as in girl friends. Not that I entirely dont trust. You know what I mean, like I trust them just that not to the point where I trust them with my life.It’s hard to open up now to any girl friends. I don’t feel...
shit is what describe most of the things now. I have to complete soooo many things. My PW, Lijiang CIP planning, arab exam, religious exam, train for nike human race and sooo many more things to be done. tomorrow, i will roughly know if im getting promoted or not. If i am, im seriously going to faint but if i’m not then, well… not surprising considering that I think I didn’t work...
Nye, N. S. (1999). Habibi. Simon Pulse. (5-6)
The day after Liyana got her first real kiss, her life changed forever. Not because of the kiss, but because it was the day her father announced that the family was moving from St. Louis all the way to Palestine. Though her father grew up there, Liyana knows very little about her family’s Arab heritage. Her grandmother and the rest of...
wana bein edaik me7taga eih? feh 7aga akbar men keda?ana mosh hafakkar felle fat, ana 3omri lessa f2awelo…kefaya enne ba2ait ma3ak w ma3ak ha3isho w akamelo. w ana 3omri kont a7lam fe youm a3ish 7ayah bel shakl da …
When i’m in your arms, what else do i need? Is there something bigger than that ? I wont think about the past, my life is still in front of me…It’s...
“I used to have a heart long time ago, when you owned it and in a second you...”
just came back from training at bukit timah reserve. i’m soo tired right now.
i have to study for my arabic exam. skipped so many lesson already. :(
i want to go shopping.
i hate myself.i wish i can be pretty like other girls. I can’t stand it when i see them. I will laugh at myself when i look at the mirror. why.
time flies so fast. so weird that 2009 is ending
i waited like...
“So I’ll tell you that I love you even though I’m far away, and...”
I CANT HELP IT AH. MY HEART FEELS SO HEAVY EVERYDAY THINKING ABOUT PROMO RESULTS. FREAKING SHITNESS. URGH. ANYWAY AKU DAH KEMAROK NANCY AJRAM KAN.LAGU KAT BLOG NI NAMA NYE “YA SALAM” WHICH MEANS “OH WOWWWWW” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. K TAMAT. NANTI AKU ADE MOTHER TOUNGE INTENSIVE PLUS STUPID PROJECT WORK ORAL PRESENTATION REHERSAL. MAKE MY LIFE DIFFICULT. I WILL BE FREE FROM THIS...
this is stupid to say but i really want S back! Just to have someone to talk to. I think he is the only one that can understand me… like seriously… Those years i felt so comfortable. When i’m down, i can always talk to him… I can just message him and he will try to cheer me up. I miss that alot. I know, i have B now but that’s different. I don’t feel like he is...